| EVERYONE FUCK THAT LAST ENTRY. IGNORE IT. BLAH. JUST A BUNCH O SHIT. ITS ALL GUD.
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| WELL APPAIRANTLY BRITTANY HAS DUMPED ME TODAY BECAUSE I WAS TALKIN SHIT
ABOUT HER DAD,(WHO BY THE WAY FROM THE BEGINING HAS ALWAYS TALKED SHIT
ABOUT ME). NOW I KNOW I WAS WRONG FOR WHAT I DID. BUT SHE HAS DONE A
SHIT LOAD ALSO. AND EVERYONE ELSE BELIEVES THAT I DESERVE BETTER TOO.
WHICH I DO. I DESERVE SOMEONE WHO ISNT GOING TO CHEAT ON ME. SO IM TO
THE POINT OF WHAT THE FUCK EVER RIGHT NOW ANYWAY. OR MAYBE IM JUST A
LITTLE TOO FUCKED UP. BUT ANYWAY. WHAT THE FUCK EVER.
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| ITS FUCKIN WEDNESDAY AND IM FUCKIN
TIRED OF THIS BEING FUCKEN POOR SHIT. DONT HAVE ANY FUCKEN IDEA WHERE
THE FUCK WERE GONNA GO, NO FUCKEN IDEA WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN. I WISH
THINGS WERENT SO FUCKEN COMPLICATED. LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING BRIT
THIS WEEKEND BUT I DONT EVEN FUCKEN KNOW IF ILL GET TO DO THAT. I HAVE
BECOME THE NASTIEST POOREST HUMAN BEING THAT I KNOW. DEPENDING ON
THINGS IN LIFE THAT ARENT EVEN HELPING ANYTHING(CIGARETTES, ALCOHOL,
MARY J, ETC.) IM TIRED OF LIVING THIS LIFE IM READY TO GET OUT. NOW. IM
GONNA TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT I HAVE FROM HERE ON OUT AND TRY TO
BETTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES FOR THE SITUATION. BECAUSE I CANT LIVE LIKE
THIS FOREVER. IM DRAWING THE LINE NOW. ITS TIME TO GET UP, AND FIND A
JOB FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY'S LIFESTYLE.
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| YES. THIS WEEKEND I FINALLY GET TO SEE BRIT AGAIN. IVE BEEN SO FUCKEN SCARED THE PAST WEEKEND BUT I DO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE. THANK GOD. IM TIRED OF SHIT. I JUST WANT IT TO BE ME AND MY BABY. JUST US. I CANT FUCKIN WAIT TILL THIS WEEKEND. DAMN ITS BEEN SO LONG  . |
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| I AM SO FUCKEN SCARED RIGHT NOW. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING
ON. IM DRUNK OFF MY ASS AND IM WORRIED ME AND BRITTANY MAY BE OVER FOR
GOOD. I KNOW THERES A WAY AROUND EVERYTHING JUST AS IVE TRIED TO
EXPLAIN TO JARED. BUT NOW I FIND MYSELF IN THE SAME SITUATION AS HIM. I
WISH NONE OF THIS EVER HAPPENED. IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME ID
DEFINATELY CHANGE IT. ALL I CAN SAY IS BRIT, LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO
SAY. WHEN IM SOBER. IF YOU TAKE PART IN THIS WE CAN CHANGE IT. THATS
THE PROBLEM TODAY. NO ONE BELIEVES. JUST HAVE FAITH AND DO WHAT YOU CAN
AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OK. PLEASE HELP! SOMEONE! I NEED HELP!!!!! RIGHT
NOW!!!!!!!
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